Posted in "literary works", Thoughts, Whines and stuff, prayer on December 17, 2009 | 2 Comments »
Sometimes the things that we want the most are the things that we dont and cant get, so I guess we just have to make do of what we have and let go of all the desires to get the things that we covet so much.
If it’s really meant to be ours, then sooner or [...]
Posted in Whines and stuff, camwhorage, neurotic is my middle name, waste in human space on December 15, 2009 | 3 Comments »
So I am officially work-less (but not necessarily worthless) human being that exists by sucking the money out of my husband’s jeans pocket.
Since being officially unemployed since December 1, all I do is read books, cook and eat. And yes, I am pudgy now. In less than a month I gained 7 pounds from the [...]
Posted in Whines and stuff on November 18, 2009 | 4 Comments »
"…mas marami pa s’yang alam kesa sa nakasulat sa Transcript of Records n’ya, mas marami pa s’yang kayang gawin kesa sa nakalista sa resume n’ya, at mas mataas ang halaga n’ya kesa sa presyong nakasulat sa payslip n’ya tuwing sweldo." – ABNKKBSNPLAko??
Nakita ko lang tong quote na to sa isang thread para kay Bob Ong. [...]
Posted in Pakshet, Whines and stuff, insomnia, neurotic is my middle name, scary stuff, waste in human space on October 27, 2009 | 6 Comments »
Lesson learned: If you’re pissed off at anyone in particular, or maybe even your life in general, never ever, ever, ever, ever (ever, ever!) go in front of the mirror and try to be a hairdresser. Inhale-exhale exercise works best.
Nothing says: I HATE MYSELF like cutting your bangs with scissors that you saw in your [...]
Posted in Pakshet, Thoughts, Whines and stuff, opinions on October 9, 2009 | 2 Comments »
Before having my dinner, an old college friend talked to me through ym.
Here’s how our conversation goes:
Friend: musta?
Me: elo.
Me: eto resign na hehe
Friend: tlga?
ngaun lang?
Me: uu
dec 1 ang effectivity
kapapasa ko lang
Friend: ah
san ka lilipat?
Me: wala pa
sa dec ako maghahanap para january new year new job
Friend: ah [...]
Posted in Whines and stuff on October 2, 2009 | 1 Comment »
I always hate rainy seasons.
I hate it when I hear the raindrops falling on my rooftop.
I hate it when I see dark clouds hovering and pouring their heart out
because I always associate rainfall to broken hearts
because the rain for me are tears from someone who feels pain in an unimaginable intensity,
someone with an unrequited feelings, [...]
Posted in Whines and stuff, neurotic is my middle name, sadness on September 25, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
I am not in a good mood today. I look like one of the girls from your highschool years that try so hard to look like a vamp but in reality really look like a geek with eyes magnified or in my case shrink six times. Geez louise, I hate wearing glasses.
FYI, I’m [...]
Posted in Whines and stuff, lists, neurotic is my middle name, waste in human space on August 27, 2009 | 3 Comments »
It was an ordinary day full of whining and swearing.
I feel out of breath.
I feel like the path that I’m supposed to follow leads to a dead-end.
I feel suffocated.
I feel numb.
I feel like all the air is sucked out of me.
I feel weak and I am on bended knee.
During my college days, I am so [...]
Posted in Whines and stuff, sarcastic on July 31, 2009 | 7 Comments »
Sa buhay natin (oo kasama ka!) hindi lahat ng feeling e sarap o kaya naman paghihirap. Kadalasan ay combination of both.
May isa akong friendship na itago na lang natin sa pangalang Pilar Pilapil.
Always happy sya as in. Hindi tlaga magkamayaw sa kasayahan ang friendship kong ito.
As in everyday, pag nakita ko sya, abot langit ang [...]
Posted in Bad-Ass, Pakshet, Thoughts, Whines and stuff on July 31, 2009 | 6 Comments »
Kanina sa aircon na jeep sa Buendia, may nakasakay akong dalawang college student na magkaibigan na masyadong masakit sa tenga kung makadaldal. Parang mga reyna ng jeep, as in sobra talaga sa ingay. Akala ko nga private vehicle ito dahil maka-asta akala mo binili nila ang jeep. Dedma sila kahit na pinagtitinginan sila ng mga [...]
Posted in Whines and stuff, me against the world, neurotic is my middle name, some random questions, waste in human space on July 30, 2009 | 7 Comments »
bakit kaya ganon?
habang workmode ang drama ko sa desk ko, bigla akong napaisip ng malalim.
Ano kamo ang gumugulo sa isip ko?
Well.. bakit kaya yung mga delicious na papables ngayon kadalasan gayness? As in, bakit ayaw na ng mga papa nato sa ting mga gels?
As in, napapaisip ako. Oo, malalim. Dahil ang mga ganitong dilemma ay [...]
Posted in Bad-Ass, Pakshet, Whines and stuff, me against the world, neurotic is my middle name, office, waste in human space on July 21, 2009 | 4 Comments »
I just fucking received a call today informing me that I can’t transfer to the team that I applied for because I still have to render a 30-day turn-over period in my team before transferring to their team and that unfortunately, they need to fill the position ASAP.
What actually pissed me off is the fact [...]
Posted in Bad-Ass, Funny stuffs, Pakshet, Thoughts, Whines and stuff, me against the world, neurotic is my middle name, waste in human space on July 1, 2009 | 2 Comments »
I just had another interview. It sucks big time. It goes something like this:
Can you tell me more about yourself more or less?
More.
No, no, no… I meant can you tell me more about yourself.
Oh. Okay. My name is Alen and I am a rage-aholic. I love beating people up into a pulp. I enjoy blood [...]
Posted in Pakshet, Thoughts, Whines and stuff, me against the world, neurotic is my middle name on June 29, 2009 | 2 Comments »
I’ve been doing whatever it is I am doing for almost 5 years already. I’m bored and tired and basically all the combination of the two put together plus BURNOUT.
I’ve been trying my best to pat my back for every little achievement that I do since appreciating achievements in my team is out of the [...]
Posted in Whines and stuff on June 22, 2009 | 1 Comment »
I used to be a people person. I used to be approachable and utterly funny. I used to be helluvah social butterfly in which mingling is not just a hobby but a part of day to day function such as breathing and eating.
Than all of a sudden – POOF! – Its gone.
I no longer enjoy [...]
Posted in Whines and stuff, books, tagged books, Whines and stuff on June 22, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
I just finished the 9th book (the last as of the moment) of the Southern Vampire Series and I gotta tell you – I LOVE IT!
This is one of the series that I enjoy so much that I am reading them again (and again!) – and yes – I am weird like that.
I still have [...]
Posted in Whines and stuff on May 24, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
eto na ilang oras na lang..
ayoko pa pero may magagawa pa ba?
kung pwede lang mag-antay ng kahit ilang sandali o araw man lang..
bakit nga ba ang oras hindi natin maaaring maging kakampi?
kung kelan mo kailangang syay maging mabilis, saksakan ng bagal ang pagalis
pero kung kailangan mo pa ng konting panahon para mag-isip-isip,
hindi mo namamalayan ang [...]
Posted in Pakshet, Whines and stuff, neurotic is my middle name on May 12, 2009 | 1 Comment »
I am dreading May 25th, the day when I need to be back in my hellhole. Everytime I look at calendars, my insides crawls and I’m stuck with this huge lump in my throat, tears threatening to fall everytime. I’m so sensitive these days that a single off-remark can make me cry, I binge (but [...]
Posted in Pakshet, Thoughts, Whines and stuff, neurotic is my middle name, opinions, some random questions, taboo, waste in human space on April 24, 2009 | 2 Comments »
What do you think of the Court of Appeal’s decision of acquitting Daniel Smith? I have a very conflicting emotions toward this news. Sometimes I’m thinking that Smith did raped Nicole. I mean, who in their right mind will admittedly tell the whole world that she’s been raped if she’s not? Why tell the gory [...]
Posted in Thoughts, Whines and stuff, opinions, sadness, taboo, waste in human space on April 3, 2009 | 7 Comments »
I’ve never consider myself nationalistic in any sense. I maybe branded a blood-traitor if words of JK Rowling will be used to describe my nationalistic status. I may offend people who does everything in their little way to make Philippines a better place by admitting that I am, in fact a blood traitor, but just [...]
Posted in Pakshet, Whines and stuff, prayer on March 10, 2009 | 1 Comment »
This last few days, stress had been overtaking my whole existence here in the office.
I’m not complaining about work. Work’s the same. It will always be that way no matter how many projects they add or how low they try to make the units for each calls we make.
Stress comes from one person whose existence [...]
Posted in Whines and stuff, camwhorage, vacation on February 17, 2009 | 1 Comment »
I know I’ve been whining a lot lately about stuffs that I’m quite glad to have a vacation with my husband. To think things out, to reflect on issues that I’m having – both to myself and to my work and of course to relax.
Fucking relaxation is what I need, and guess what? Though its [...]
Posted in Pakshet, Whines and stuff on February 11, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
How will you feel if you’ve been rejected more than once in something you really want to be in not because its your dream job but because you’re dying to get that job because you wanted so badly to be in the morning shift? Like really, really badly? Desperate? Ugh – words fail me.
I’ve [...]
Posted in Whines and stuff, me against the world on February 6, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
I guess I’m born to whine. If only its acceptable to put it in my resume under my SKILLS, I’ll put it in bold letters, and I’ll be damn proud of saying I’m good at whining. A lot.
I only like rainy days when I’m at home. Rainy seasons makes me sad, grumpy and a little [...]
Posted in Pakshet, Thoughts, Whines and stuff, me against the world, office, sadness on January 29, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
I am not at work since yesterday. I hate to go back. I just hate being there.
I know I have to be greatful that I have a job and all, but I cant. I just cant.
I’m tired of taking all the bullshits. The fucking rules that they try to impose. Where the hell’s the voice [...]
Posted in Bad-Ass, Pakshet, Thoughts, Whines and stuff, me against the world, office, sadness on January 26, 2009 | 2 Comments »
Minsan mahirap talagang mapabayaan ko ang bibig ko na mamuno laban sa utak ko. O sa tenga ko. Pero minsan kasi kahit ayaw ko, wala akong magawa.
Bata pa lang ako, tila may sarili ng kaisipan ang bibig ko. May sariling prinsipyo. Mapusok. Matapang. Walang kinatatakutan, minsan nga lang ay nagiging mang-mang – siguro dahil magagalitin [...]
Posted in Thoughts, Whines and stuff, camwhorage, food food food!, office, shoe shot on January 26, 2009 | 4 Comments »
Asar sa office nung Friday. Kaya papakita ko na lang yung sapatos ko na suot nung Biernes. Kung sana pwedeng ibenta o kahit isanla ang sapatos ko, e di sana di na ako nagtya-tyagang magtrabaho sa hellhole na yun. Kung saan ang salitang FAIRNESS at PEOPLE FRIENDLY ay hindi nag-eexist.
Pag-uwi ko ng bahay after work, [...]
Posted in Pakshet, Thoughts, Whines and stuff, office on January 23, 2009 | 7 Comments »
You know what’s not right?
To have something you work hard for taken away from you.
By force.
By manipulation.
By having them instill fear that if you go against their plans,
it will go against your behavior and proper misconduct and thus affect your appraisal,
your bonus that you work hard for or everything else that they want to take [...]
Posted in Funny stuffs, Pakshet, Whines and stuff, reviews on December 12, 2008 | 2 Comments »
Remember my post about twilight?
About me liking it – like really, really like?
Ok. I lied. Or maybe I’m not at that moment. Or maybe I’m torn? Well you see, the thing is, I like the book – because it’s funny. A light-read. The one where you wont have to think of digging through to get [...]
Posted in Pakshet, Thoughts, Whines and stuff on November 10, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
Nakakapagod.. Nakakatamad.. Nakakapanghina..
Lagi ko na lang yan nararamdaman. Lagi na lang akong nag-iisip kung pano ba makaka-alis. Lagi ko na lang sinasabing lilipat na din ako… pero yun nga lang, puro balak, sabi-sabi, pangarap..
Ang dami-dami kong reklamo pero wala naman akong ginagawa para matupad mga gusto ko. Madami man akong magagandang idea pero puro katamaran [...]
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Posted in Pakshet, Whines and stuff on September 23, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
Last week kinausap ako. Tinanong kung bakit “yun lang” ang nagagawa ko. Tinanong kung anong problema at kung ano ba talaga ang dahilan kung bakit hindi “maiayos” ang ginagawa ko. As if naman may care sila kung may problema nga talaga ako.
Op cors, regarding work itetch.
Kapal ng fez huh!
Unang-una, yung nirereklamo ng malditang (at matabang) [...]
Posted in Pakshet, Whines and stuff on September 13, 2008 | Enter your password to view comments
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Posted in Whines and stuff on September 10, 2008 | 1 Comment »
Last night, I am thinking of the past. Not about the boys, but about how I was back then.
There was a point in my life where I dont know where I’ll be on the next day. I was literally living my life one day at a time. Carefree. Careless. Unmindful. To hell with the consequences. [...]
Posted in Whines and stuff on September 5, 2008 | 2 Comments »
Since Wednesday, i have been in a 8 to 5 pm schedule at work until today – which means 3 days of dragging my fat ass up in the bed for 3 consecutive days, taking my bath EARLY with a cold water, cold being a huge factor here mind you, joining elementary and highschool students inside [...]
Posted in Whines and stuff on February 28, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
I dont really have an idea why suddenly I’m beginning to feel all emotional and sappy and cheesy. I’ve been crying myself for the past few days for reasons that are just a tad too “mababaw”… or is it?
I have been thinking about somethings and I have found out that on the 24 hours that [...]
Posted in Pakshet, Whines and stuff on December 17, 2007 | Leave a Comment »
I dont want to be too tactless; so for those who are easily offended please read with caution, or better yet, dont read this post at all.
This past few weeks, we’ve been having a hard time breathing (literally) and living our life in our home sweet home. We have a “dead stuff” situation going on [...]
Posted in Whines and stuff on December 12, 2007 | Leave a Comment »
I wanna go home and play psp.
I wanna go home and check my mails.
I wanna go home and hug my hubby tight.
I wanna go home and sleep.
I wanna get out of here.
Posted in Whines and stuff, some random questions on December 11, 2007 | Leave a Comment »
Why is it that everytime I try to like my job I end up hating it more?
Damn I need to get out of here asap!
Posted in Funny stuffs, Whines and stuff on September 4, 2006 | Leave a Comment »
One of my friends called me up and insists that I go and pick her up in Greenbelt that Saturday. I don’t want to go out but being a good friend that I am, I went to pick her up at Starbucks. I texted my friend to tell her that I’m already in Starbucks and [...]
Posted in Whines and stuff on October 21, 2005 | 1 Comment »
I have always been afraid of telling the whole damn world how truly crazy I am.. Hindi ko alam kasi kung kaya pa akong tanggapin ng mundo na sinasabi nyo pagkatapos nyang makilala ang tunay na AKO..
Simula pa lang non hindi ko alam kung dapat bang maging open ako sa pagiging bisexual ko.. Kung ok [...]
Posted in Whines and stuff on October 12, 2005 | 1 Comment »
I thought I have forgotten how to love someone. It’s been a long time.. or maybe I do, its just that I keep on telling myself that its not love, just caring and other bullshits. I dont even know how it feels like to be loved. Is it a happy feeling?
I hate to do things [...]
Posted in Whines and stuff on September 5, 2005 | 1 Comment »
Kawawa naman ako.. Buong sigla kong ginugol ang buong linggo na ito na para bang wala ng next week. Monday to Friday nasa opisina ako. Pagdating naman ng Sabado naisip kong time to unwind.. Ok na ang lahat dahil nag ala-movie marathon ang drama ng lola mo.. Nood kami ng The Longest Yard, at kung [...]
Posted in Whines and stuff on August 31, 2005 | Leave a Comment »
Nung Lunes sweldo, shocks excited na talaga akong sumweldo ng bigla kong makita ang aking payslip.. “aaarrrgggg!!!”
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Akala mo tapos na ang kwento??
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Sino ba naman ang matutuwa, ang laki-laki ng kinakaltas sa sweldo ko kada-kinsenas! Ikaw ba ay matutuwa non?!! Sa p*nyetang tax pa lang na yan talo ka na, halos pwede ka ng umupa sa isang [...]
Posted in Inspirational, Thoughts, Whines and stuff on April 11, 2005 | 1 Comment »
“Your a damn moron kung sasabihin mong you still have feelings for someone na kahit kailan ay hindi mo naman naging boyfriend..”
“What the hell is wrong with you?!” Yan ang isa sa mga bagay-bagay na kadalasan kong naririnig pag sinesermunan ako ng aking mga mahal na mga kaibigan.. “What the hell is wrong with me? [...]
Posted in Inspirational, Thoughts, Whines and stuff on April 11, 2005 | 2 Comments »
EX- past na, nakalipas na, wala na, in short exempted na sa life mo..
Hindi sa pagyayabang pero madami na akong naging ex.Madami ng dumating at umalis sa buhay ko. May mga bagay at taong matagal kong natanggap na wala na, pero may mga bagay naman na mabilis ko lang na naintindihang kailngang mawala na..
Sa buhay [...]
Posted in Whines and stuff on April 9, 2005 | Leave a Comment »
Yuck Baduy! Yup, aminado ako that the the damn title is so baduy.. pang inlove?!
Anyway, curious lang ako, do you (readers) believ in forever? Do you consider loving someone FOREVER?! as in forever ha?!
Personally. I dont believe that FOREVER exists. Una kasi I have no idea whats after death; but granted we know whats after [...]
