look who popped in

Oh hello there Mr. Big Guy. I miss you my big, viking vampire.

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what type of love am I?

I took this quiz online and guess what I got:
EROS
Eros is passionate, physical, lustful love-the kind that gives you butterflies in your stomach and a tingling in certain other places. Romantic love that has tremendous passion, physical longing, deep intensity, and intimacy..

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aw

Hindi ko alam kung nabasa ko ba sa bible o nakwento sa kin ng mga magulang ko o sa eskwelahan ko lang narinig ang kwento na to. Basta ang alam ko kahit gaano ako katapang kapag naririnig ko at naaalala ko ang kwento na to talagang natatakot ako.
Ang kwento:
Pag dating ng araw ng paghuhukom, uulan [...]

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project 365

So I failed my project 365… But (with a capital B) that doesn’t mean I will not try again.
Yes my friends, I will try again.
And if I fail (again), hell I will try again! hah!
So tomorrow start of my 365 again. Hopefully I’ll be able to finish this sucker.
So just join me (again) in this [...]

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hmm..

I just took “What kind of Sin are you” quiz which is kind of stupid because I already know what sin I am.
It’s just a little bit overwhelming to really see for yourself what sin you really possess. Ok, granted these quizzes are mostly for fun, still, you cant help but feel a little prick [...]

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Current Mood: Gloomy

My feelings usually go down the drain everytime the clouds turn gray. I guess that’s one of the downside of being a sunny person – your cheerfulness usually ends when the sun stop shining.
: (

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Remember by Christina Rossetti

I just can’t help myself from posting this beautiful poem by Christina Rossetti.
The first time I read this was when I was in grade 4 and I love it eversince.
REMEMBER me when I am gone away,
Gone far away into the silent land;
When you can no more hold me by [...]

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un-superficialize me

I always have this fascination with Hollywood celebrities simply because almost all of them look like gods and goddesses from our time. Well, that is if you don’t even know how much procedure they did from top to bottom and in between and how much botox they inject in any part of their bodies (I [...]

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Rode hard and put away wet

I look beat – from lack of sleep and too much stress from having to spend my days with people who literally make my blood boil. Damn I feel I’ve been threading in the deep unknown water for the longest time, and no, my staying-up-late-because-I’m-reading excuse is the only reason why I still have my [...]

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just a short quote fromAmy Letinsky’s site

There are people who keep on asking me why I keep on re-reading books.
Since I was never good at explaining myself, I just shrugged it off and tell them to fuck off – Ok, that’s rude, and I don’t do that (often), but hey, I don’t know how to explain, I just assumed that I’m [...]

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i’ll be on a short break

I’m quite busy at work as of the moment that I’m having a hard time squeezing my blogging. I’m such a failure at my project 365 since I wasnt able to update it as often as I should. There are a lot of problems that I’ve been encountering lately that I must say I will [...]

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hi

Happy New Year!
Sorry if I am on a short hiatus.
I’ve been very busy with a lot of stuffs lately which is a bit of a bugger since SLOTH is my middle name.
I am currently enjoying my Project Alen 365 and I must say that thankfully, I’m still able to comply with the rules so far. [...]

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new photo blog

check out my new blog:
http://alenski.tumblr.com/

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thanks

Last Friday my mom was brought to PGH along with my nephew’s daughter (opo, apo ko na. ) The two have difficulty in breathing – dahil siguro sa pabago-bago na weather.
Its so good to say that Mommy is ok. Nakakapagmura na kasi at nagagalit na uli sa kin. hehehe
Same with Cassandra – ok na din.
Thank [...]

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Have you ever tell your self that you will never ever forget that one particular moment in your life, but after a while, even if you try to rack your brains out of your thick skull, no matter how hard you try to squint your eyes, concentrate or even think, you just couldn’t hold on [...]

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prayer

dear lord,
sana po ito na yun.
king hindi pa, ok lang po.
pero sana, eto na yun.
pls.
thanks.
alen

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old friend

Me and hubby went to visit my folks. My nephew was there.
Kwentuhan. Balitaan. Chikahan.
The topic was about Alejo Aquino. Old place where we used to live.
I was shocked to find out about Michael- an old friend and crush.
>Nakita daw nakabigti.<
Ouch.
Why?
No words can describe how I am feeling.
I feel so sorry for him.
Hope he’ll find peace.

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dreams

I just had a dream. One of the strangest. It started with circus performers, gays and some funny costumes.
I have no idea what it means.
Do dreams have meanings?
Oh, and there’s also a scene where an old flame is involved. We are somehow in good terms in my dream by the way. Just like before. Without [...]

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testing.. testing..

is this wordpress account still working? – check.
am i still alive? – check.
am i still obsessed with hollywood stars and my tummy? – check.
am i still me? – check.
well then.. everything is order.. time to write again.
 
 
Blogosphere..welcome me back.. here i come..(again).

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Uhmm.. absentee blogger anyone?

I know, it’s been quite a while since my lost post but hey – like what Karen said, she doesnt feel lonely now that’s why she can’t post anything new..
But honestly, I’m just bored with work and the little time I had off work are obviously not spent in writing.
Anyhoo, on one of my last [...]

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Belated merry xmas!!

It was a great christmas all in all even if I had the cough and colds and the sickness the goes along with it.
It was our first christmas together and we spent the 24th in his grandparents house in Balut.
Then, the 25th we spent the first half with my parents. We ate in Ongpin – [...]

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Welcome me back to a life of blogging! (again!)

Happy, happy, joy, joy. 
So I’ve been absent from blogging. This past few months I’ve been trying hard to come up with cool new stuffs to write to – hell, even boring stuffs will do. But I found out that lately, I can’t seem to string  few words and form them into  readable articles that reflects [...]

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Signing off..

..NOT!!! (hehehe sorry, I just watched Borat )
 
Anyway, today is the last day ng pagiging single ko. Tomorrow I’ll be Mrs. Anna Lyn “Alen” Gallano.
I’ll miss my surname “Bañez”.. ngayon ko nararamdamang mamimiss ko din pala mga parents ko na very, very, very close ko. Di na ako yung baby nila.. Oh well, [...]

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Last few days in being single

Next Tuesday I will marry my boyfriend.. can you believe it? Me being married??!!
I can’t imagine it either.
 
Wild partying days are over. No more wild nights, heavy boozing, smoking pot, cigarette breaks and flirting.
Good bye single life… I’m sorry to tell you, but I’m sure I wont miss you that much… (only the pot.. [...]

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I am facing a new challenge and a far more great adventure in my life right now. I hope everything will turn out alright. J
 

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Just a thought

Her former name was ______ Newman, and now that she’s married, she is now known as ______ Sandercock.
Talking about changing your name when you get married.
 
Newman? Sounds like your a new man.
Sandercock? Ouch.
 

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Happy Birthday To ME!!!!

Me, me, me!!!
 
Such a nice time to tell the world that I’m in love.
Me and my boyfriend went out yesterday affter picking me up from the office. We ate in hap Chan. really nice food.
I cant tell much since nothing much happened. We just talked about our future plans.
…and now I [...]

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misleading thoughts and feelings?

He emailed me today. He just read the last mail I sent him yesterday. Since yesterday we were talking through emails. Not flirting; I guess; just talking. He was asking me how I am. I told him I am fine and faithful. I didn’t know why I have to emphasize the word FAITHFUL to him [...]

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In your mid-life

They call it the “Quarter-life Crisis.” It is when you stop going along with the crowd and start realizing that there are many things about yourself that you didn’t know and may not like.
You start feeling insecure and wonder where you will be in a year or two, but then get scared because you barely [...]

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Current Mood: annoyed and bored

As usual I am pissed off at everything. I don’t know why I have this urge to feel annoyed all the time. It sucks. Not that it’s a negative – well, in a sane way it is, but deep inside of me, it’s not.. Being pissed off at the world is the only force that [...]

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…

..if I’ll have 7 days to live and God asked me what I’ll do; I’ll spend my 6days with God and my last day with you..
 

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Hopeless; whatever..

I look into the mirror and saw someone staring back at me. Her stares are cold. Her lips are trembling from fear or from the biting cold; from which one I don’t know. Her face is all red. She looks pale and her cheekbones are sallow. She is not thin by the way. She is [...]

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kamusta ka naman?

Ang lakas kasi ng ulan kanina kaya wala na naman ako sa sarili ko, sabayan pa ng pag kairita sa ginagawa ko at sa nakakaalibad-bad na panaginip ko.. Di ko alam kung may mangyayari pa ban a kung anong divine intervention para man lamang ma-uplift ang feelings ko..
 
Bigla kong naalala yung nakaraa.. ewan ko [...]

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Quote of the day

"never hold your farts in because if you do, it will travel up into your spine to your brain.. Asnd that’s where you get shitty ideas from"

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Someday..

I am bored out  of my wits. I honestly think that all the energy had been zapped out of my system. I want to do something else with my life. Something worth my time. Something fullfilling and rewarding… something worth my time.
For the past few years that I tried working my ass off in [...]

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Questions..

Why does everytime I try to cook for someone else, it always ends up tasting like crap? Damn.

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Funny how I said "booze my stamina" rather than "boost" it.. Alcoholic talaga.. Hehehe
..that’s what he’ll say.

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really

I’m burning my fats by going to the gym. I am commiting myself to going there at least 4 times a day as of the moment. I want to stay fit. I want to be healthy. I want to booze my stamina. Working out is quite addicting. The sweat and the endorphines that [...]

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"Is the grass really green on the other side?"

"Why is the grass greener on the other side? Is it because you cant see the grass that is growing on where you stand since you’re always looking at the other side? "
I am so burn-out on my work. The only thing that pushes me to work is the fact that I have [...]

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FYI

I’m like a willow tree, I’ll bend but push me too far and I’ll snap.

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Shocked and confused

Yesterday after work, me and my friends went to Libis to eat. I was very excited as it is my first time to eat at Something Fishy. While inside the cab, Francis told me that Bjorn asked him to play badminton in one of the courts near Libis. As I have no interest [...]

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:(

I don’t know what to feel anymore. Its like after crying day and night, being disturbed and anxious.
I’m slowly recovering from the pain of losing something special.. Im starting to accept that I will no longer see that thing anymore, I bought a replacement after weeks of careful thinking if I’ll wait [...]

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LEARNING HOW TO FUCKING SHUT MY MOUTH.. Tha’ts one of the things I need to learn and will do starting today.
I’m gonna get into real trouble one of these days if I don’t keep my fuckin mouth shut dammit! . . . . aaahhh… suppressing your thoughts and your [...]

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Quote to live by

Someone forwarded this message to me today:
        when your hurt..         it’s ok to flirt,         to date         to hate         to mingle with other people         to drink         to cry         to laugh out loud         to scream         and [...]

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Today was undeniably one of the busiest day ever. I woke up at 6 am, took a quick shower, took a bite out of a bread then sped off to meet Mika. We went to DFA afterwards to get our passpost. As lazy as a bed bug sometimes, I am forced to wake [...]

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What I’m feeling tonight

"It’s difficult to turn your back to someone whom you really wanna be with; to let someone feel he’s neglected when in fact he’s too damn important; to show someone that you don’t mind when in fact you do care a lot; to avoid someone when in reality you wanna take a stolen [...]

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Tired. Literally.

I am so fucking tired of my work, of my lame job, of my lovelife, of my Friday nights and basically of everything. I think I need a good rest, maybe a good 10 hour sleep without any fucking disturbance, without any fucking noise, without my fucking pc or mp3’s. I need to [...]

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He arrived this Tuesday at around 7 pm. We met up after my shift. He waited for me. We talked. He told me stories about the city and the wonderful persons he met there. I told him about what happened to me while his away. I listened to his reactions and he listened to my [...]

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Its 31 mins past 12 am, I’m getting myself ready to go hom when the "song" played on my mp3, then suddenly, out of sheer amazement, I remembered the happy times we had. It was like a sudden flashback, a clear picture of memories worth reminiscing. Those memories seems like ages ago.. and [...]

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Totoo bang ang baso pag nabasag na ay di na mababalik pa uli sa dati nitong anyo? Pano kung idarang ito sa init at tunawin at ihulma sa anyo ng dating baso? Magkakaron ba ito ng pagkakaiba kung ang mismong mga bubog ng basag na basong ito ay syang gagamitin din sa pag-gawa ng panibagong [...]

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