what type of love am I?

I took this quiz online and guess what I got:
EROS
Eros is passionate, physical, lustful love-the kind that gives you butterflies in your stomach and a tingling in certain other places. Romantic love that has tremendous passion, physical longing, deep intensity, and intimacy..

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give me some sun

I always hate rainy seasons.
I hate it when I hear the raindrops falling on my rooftop.
I hate it when I see dark clouds hovering and pouring their heart out
because I always associate rainfall to broken hearts
because the rain for me are tears from someone who feels pain in an unimaginable intensity,
someone with an unrequited feelings, [...]

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aw

Hindi ko alam kung nabasa ko ba sa bible o nakwento sa kin ng mga magulang ko o sa eskwelahan ko lang narinig ang kwento na to. Basta ang alam ko kahit gaano ako katapang kapag naririnig ko at naaalala ko ang kwento na to talagang natatakot ako.
Ang kwento:
Pag dating ng araw ng paghuhukom, uulan [...]

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Ouch

I am not in a good mood today. I look like one of the girls from your highschool years that try so hard to look like a vamp but in reality really look like a geek with eyes magnified or in my case shrink six times. Geez louise, I hate wearing glasses.
FYI, I’m [...]

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lito sa laya

“….At minsan ay nais mong mapag-isa
dahil nais mong matikman ang nakatakas na kalayaan
at hindi dahil nais mong makalayo
bagkus dahil nais mong maging preso kahit alam mong malaya ka
at hindi dahil malungkot ka sa buhay
o sawa na sa lahat ng nangyayari
kung hindi dahil alintana mo ang kinabukasan
at napapagisip ka sa dadating pa na panahon
kung pano ka [...]

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project 365

So I failed my project 365… But (with a capital B) that doesn’t mean I will not try again.
Yes my friends, I will try again.
And if I fail (again), hell I will try again! hah!
So tomorrow start of my 365 again. Hopefully I’ll be able to finish this sucker.
So just join me (again) in this [...]

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hmm..

I just took “What kind of Sin are you” quiz which is kind of stupid because I already know what sin I am.
It’s just a little bit overwhelming to really see for yourself what sin you really possess. Ok, granted these quizzes are mostly for fun, still, you cant help but feel a little prick [...]

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Where’s the slut train?

It was an ordinary day full of whining and swearing.
I feel out of breath.
I feel like the path that I’m supposed to follow leads to a dead-end.
I feel suffocated.
I feel numb.
I feel like all the air is sucked out of me.
I feel weak and I am on bended knee.
During my college days, I am so [...]

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the song

I was doing my usual routine after dinner when “the song” played that reminded me of someone that I’ve been with before getting hitched with my husband.
Remember the song "I remember the boy?" well as the lyrics go " I remember the boy but I don’t remember the feeling anymore.." so I just like to [...]

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2 years and counting

2 years ago I was a mess.
I flit from one relationship to another just to find some fun out of my youth.
I binge on alcohol like there’s no tomorrow and smoke pot as if my life depends on it.
Not that I consider drinking or doing pot or being in a relationship with assholes a bad [...]

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happiness and some book review

I woke up today with a smile on my face and an unexplainable joy in my heart and seriously, I just don’t know why.
Maybe because I woke up in the right side of the bed which is weird since that’s where I get up everyday, so yeah, I don’t really have an explanation why I [...]

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silent prayer

It was only an hour ago when Cory Aquino’s hearse drove in front of our office building in Ayala.
As the hearse drove by, hundreds of mourning people (others mere spectators) gather in front to cheer and to say their last farewells (though she is yet to be buried) to Cory.
Cory is one of the most [...]

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i walked into the room uncertain of how my day will be.
afraid of things, of people, of outbursts
i see you sitting in the corner, observing.
i love how your eyes crinkle when you smile.
i love how you went out of your way just to pass beside me and say "good day".
i love how you carry your [...]

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ayaw ng masaya

Sa buhay natin (oo kasama ka!) hindi lahat ng feeling e sarap o kaya naman paghihirap. Kadalasan ay combination of both.
May isa akong friendship na itago na lang natin sa pangalang Pilar Pilapil.
Always happy sya as in. Hindi tlaga magkamayaw sa kasayahan ang friendship kong ito.
As in everyday, pag nakita ko sya, abot langit ang [...]

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Laitera

Kanina sa aircon na jeep sa Buendia, may nakasakay akong dalawang college student na magkaibigan na masyadong masakit sa tenga kung makadaldal. Parang mga reyna ng jeep, as in sobra talaga sa ingay. Akala ko nga private vehicle ito dahil maka-asta akala mo binili nila ang jeep. Dedma sila kahit na pinagtitinginan sila ng mga [...]

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maikling katanungan

bakit kaya ganon?
habang workmode ang drama ko sa desk ko, bigla akong napaisip ng malalim.
Ano kamo ang gumugulo sa isip ko?
Well.. bakit kaya yung mga delicious na papables ngayon kadalasan gayness? As in, bakit ayaw na ng mga papa nato sa ting mga gels?
As in, napapaisip ako. Oo, malalim. Dahil ang mga ganitong dilemma ay [...]

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Important reminders to lessen stress

Alam na ng lahat na halos mamatay-matay ka na sa pagpapanggap na ok ka pa pag nasa opisina ka. Stress kaliwat-kanan ang nararamdaman mo. Gusto mo ng sumuko pero masyadong madaming bayarin at mga kautangan kaya naman hala sige, kayod kabayo ka pa din (hindi ako ito!) para may swellduhin ka na naman sa sweldo [...]

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a girl can only take so much

I just fucking received a call today informing me that I can’t transfer to the team that I applied for because I still have to render a 30-day turn-over period in my team before transferring to their team and that unfortunately, they need to fill the position ASAP.
What actually pissed me off is the fact [...]

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Current Mood: Gloomy

My feelings usually go down the drain everytime the clouds turn gray. I guess that’s one of the downside of being a sunny person – your cheerfulness usually ends when the sun stop shining.
: (

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Remember by Christina Rossetti

I just can’t help myself from posting this beautiful poem by Christina Rossetti.
The first time I read this was when I was in grade 4 and I love it eversince.
REMEMBER me when I am gone away,
Gone far away into the silent land;
When you can no more hold me by [...]

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