Posted in "literary works", Thoughts, Whines and stuff, prayer on December 17, 2009 | 2 Comments »
Sometimes the things that we want the most are the things that we dont and cant get, so I guess we just have to make do of what we have and let go of all the desires to get the things that we covet so much.
If it’s really meant to be ours, then sooner or [...]
Posted in Pakshet, Thoughts, Whines and stuff, opinions on October 9, 2009 | 2 Comments »
Before having my dinner, an old college friend talked to me through ym.
Here’s how our conversation goes:
Friend: musta?
Me: elo.
Me: eto resign na hehe
Friend: tlga?
ngaun lang?
Me: uu
dec 1 ang effectivity
kapapasa ko lang
Friend: ah
san ka lilipat?
Me: wala pa
sa dec ako maghahanap para january new year new job
Friend: ah [...]
Posted in Pakshet, Thoughts, opinions, waste in human space on September 30, 2009 | 2 Comments »
Nakita nyo na ba to?
WTF?! Hindi ko alam kung matatawa ako o malulungkot habang tinitingnan ang picture na to. Seriously, anong ibig sabihin nito? Na ako si Manny Villar, mapag-bigay na tao, kusang tumutulong, HOY TUMULONG AKO at dahil jan, iboboto nyo ako?
Kung tutulong ka, bakit kailangang may kapalit? Bakit kailangang ipangalandakan?
Nakakalungkot mng isipin pero [...]
Posted in Thoughts, reviews on August 10, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
I woke up today with a smile on my face and an unexplainable joy in my heart and seriously, I just don’t know why.
Maybe because I woke up in the right side of the bed which is weird since that’s where I get up everyday, so yeah, I don’t really have an explanation why I [...]
Posted in Bad-Ass, Pakshet, Thoughts, Whines and stuff on July 31, 2009 | 6 Comments »
Kanina sa aircon na jeep sa Buendia, may nakasakay akong dalawang college student na magkaibigan na masyadong masakit sa tenga kung makadaldal. Parang mga reyna ng jeep, as in sobra talaga sa ingay. Akala ko nga private vehicle ito dahil maka-asta akala mo binili nila ang jeep. Dedma sila kahit na pinagtitinginan sila ng mga [...]
Posted in Bad-Ass, Funny stuffs, Pakshet, Thoughts, Whines and stuff, me against the world, neurotic is my middle name, waste in human space on July 1, 2009 | 2 Comments »
I just had another interview. It sucks big time. It goes something like this:
Can you tell me more about yourself more or less?
More.
No, no, no… I meant can you tell me more about yourself.
Oh. Okay. My name is Alen and I am a rage-aholic. I love beating people up into a pulp. I enjoy blood [...]
Posted in Pakshet, Thoughts, Whines and stuff, me against the world, neurotic is my middle name on June 29, 2009 | 2 Comments »
I’ve been doing whatever it is I am doing for almost 5 years already. I’m bored and tired and basically all the combination of the two put together plus BURNOUT.
I’ve been trying my best to pat my back for every little achievement that I do since appreciating achievements in my team is out of the [...]
Posted in "literary works", Thoughts on June 4, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
I used to be a material-kind of girl.
I love everything shiny and beautiful and expensive.
I wallow in the fact that I will, someday, be a part of the elite people I look
up to.
That I will be, in turn, be idolized and praised.
I cherish the thought that someday, my life will be as glamorous as the
people [...]
Posted in Pakshet, Thoughts, neurotic is my middle name, scary stuff, taboo, waste in human space on May 19, 2009 | 2 Comments »
Bandang alas-10 ng umaga ng makita ko yung 3rd installment ng Katrina-Hayden video. Kung yung first 2 vids e puro pagpapa-cute at sayawan lang, etong 3rd e matindi. Grabe talaga. Talagang Hayden is a pig. Yun lang ang masasabi ko. Sobrang tama ba namang i-video ng patago? Kawawang mga babae. Hay naku talaga, alam kong [...]
Posted in Pakshet, Thoughts, Whines and stuff, neurotic is my middle name, opinions, some random questions, taboo, waste in human space on April 24, 2009 | 2 Comments »
What do you think of the Court of Appeal’s decision of acquitting Daniel Smith? I have a very conflicting emotions toward this news. Sometimes I’m thinking that Smith did raped Nicole. I mean, who in their right mind will admittedly tell the whole world that she’s been raped if she’s not? Why tell the gory [...]
Posted in Thoughts, insomnia, lists, neurotic is my middle name, nonsense, scary stuff, some random questions, waste in human space on April 16, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
I dont know what’s wrong up with me lately. I find myself writing copious (my adjective sound a bit perverted for my taste) amount of indecent posts. I know they are suppose to be a good and intuitive post but at the same time, it makes me wonder: Am I suppressing any urge that it [...]
Posted in Thoughts, insomnia, lists on April 5, 2009 | 2 Comments »
I dont quite remember how I started having difficulty sleeping. I guess it was around the time I started feigning sleep to trick my dad then creep downstairs to watch tv, savoring the images in the late-night television shows, lying in the couch undisturbed and alone. I was around 14.
After 12 years of suffering from [...]
Posted in Thoughts, Whines and stuff, opinions, sadness, taboo, waste in human space on April 3, 2009 | 7 Comments »
I’ve never consider myself nationalistic in any sense. I maybe branded a blood-traitor if words of JK Rowling will be used to describe my nationalistic status. I may offend people who does everything in their little way to make Philippines a better place by admitting that I am, in fact a blood traitor, but just [...]
Posted in Funny stuffs, Thoughts, lists on April 2, 2009 | 6 Comments »
I met up with my hubby yesterday at SM San Lazaro (which is actually 5 minutes away from where we live) and we ate dinner at Pizzahut. Its actually my first time to go out after my D&C. Like literally go out of our house.
Anyway, while ordering, our server (I think his name [...]
Posted in Hope, Thoughts on April 1, 2009 | 3 Comments »
Last week in a conversation before going to bed, I asked my husband what’s his dream job. He said that he is happy at his current job – being an IT – but would love it if he will be an IT manager in the future. I told him that its possible in his new [...]
Posted in Thoughts, some random questions on March 31, 2009 | 5 Comments »
I’m still on leave and loving it.
I’m not doing anything stressful nowadays. I spent most of my time reading books and browsing the net.
Being alone and probably considered a non-functioning member of society in my state right now, I found 5 things about myself.
Not that I dont know it about me, it’s just that I [...]
Posted in Thoughts on March 3, 2009 | 1 Comment »
Yesterday, me and a friend had the pleasure of talking through ym. Take note that we are very close and the last time that we met was in August 2008.
The conversation went like this:
Me: Hey what’s up?
Friend: Im good. Eto gumagala pa din.
Me: Working or enjoy-enjoy lang muna?
Friend: bahay lang…at di din nakakapag enjoy
Me: bakit [...]
Posted in Pakshet, Thoughts, sadness on February 26, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
I said I’ll be on a short break for a week but I couldn’t do it. Not now when I just found out that things are going in the same route that it did (more or less) 2 years ago.
I was asked to wait for 2 weeks. Fucking 2 long weeks.
To wait.
To hope.
To be positive.
To [...]
Posted in Pakshet, Thoughts, Whines and stuff, me against the world, office, sadness on January 29, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
I am not at work since yesterday. I hate to go back. I just hate being there.
I know I have to be greatful that I have a job and all, but I cant. I just cant.
I’m tired of taking all the bullshits. The fucking rules that they try to impose. Where the hell’s the voice [...]
Posted in Bad-Ass, Pakshet, Thoughts, Whines and stuff, me against the world, office, sadness on January 26, 2009 | 2 Comments »
Minsan mahirap talagang mapabayaan ko ang bibig ko na mamuno laban sa utak ko. O sa tenga ko. Pero minsan kasi kahit ayaw ko, wala akong magawa.
Bata pa lang ako, tila may sarili ng kaisipan ang bibig ko. May sariling prinsipyo. Mapusok. Matapang. Walang kinatatakutan, minsan nga lang ay nagiging mang-mang – siguro dahil magagalitin [...]
Posted in Thoughts, Whines and stuff, camwhorage, food food food!, office, shoe shot on January 26, 2009 | 4 Comments »
Asar sa office nung Friday. Kaya papakita ko na lang yung sapatos ko na suot nung Biernes. Kung sana pwedeng ibenta o kahit isanla ang sapatos ko, e di sana di na ako nagtya-tyagang magtrabaho sa hellhole na yun. Kung saan ang salitang FAIRNESS at PEOPLE FRIENDLY ay hindi nag-eexist.
Pag-uwi ko ng bahay after work, [...]
Posted in Pakshet, Thoughts, Whines and stuff, office on January 23, 2009 | 7 Comments »
You know what’s not right?
To have something you work hard for taken away from you.
By force.
By manipulation.
By having them instill fear that if you go against their plans,
it will go against your behavior and proper misconduct and thus affect your appraisal,
your bonus that you work hard for or everything else that they want to take [...]
Posted in Thoughts, some random questions on December 3, 2008 | 2 Comments »
I am having a recurring dream. Its about my ex insisting that we are cool and that we’re still friends.
I am wondering why I am having these dreams when in reality I dont even think of him anymore.
We are never really a couple. Our relationship is very topsy-turvy. We are “exclusively dating” but in reality [...]
Posted in Inspirational, Thoughts on November 15, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
On this day, you read something that moved you and made you realise there were no more fears to fear. No tears to cry. No head to hang in shame. That every time you thought you’d offended someone, it was all just in your head and really, they love you with all their heart and [...]
Posted in Pakshet, Thoughts, Whines and stuff on November 10, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
Nakakapagod.. Nakakatamad.. Nakakapanghina..
Lagi ko na lang yan nararamdaman. Lagi na lang akong nag-iisip kung pano ba makaka-alis. Lagi ko na lang sinasabing lilipat na din ako… pero yun nga lang, puro balak, sabi-sabi, pangarap..
Ang dami-dami kong reklamo pero wala naman akong ginagawa para matupad mga gusto ko. Madami man akong magagandang idea pero puro katamaran [...]
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Posted in Funny stuffs, Thoughts on October 8, 2008 | 2 Comments »
just when i am in the middle of my strict dieting, my hubby brings home a box of moist brownies for us to share.
who am i to resist?
a brownie shared is much fun than starving yourself.
and i need a new diet plan.
Posted in Thoughts, some random questions on October 6, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
I saw a picture of an old friend. He looks good today. He’s toned and a little bit leaner. He still has that great winning smile. He is two years older than I am but he doesnt look a year older than 25.
You know the saying “time flies when you’re having fun?” Is the reason [...]
Posted in Thoughts on September 16, 2008 | 3 Comments »
Sorry.. I’ve been really busy with work and other stuffs.
I bought the whole series!!!
Havent finish book4 yet because of work and because I think I need some sleep too. (once in a while) hehehe
Anyway, I just want to say how i love the twilight series. I really dig the whole vampire-love-human-love-werewolf theme. I’ve read a [...]
Posted in Funny stuffs, Inspirational, Pakshet, Thoughts on September 12, 2008 | 1 Comment »
While browsing my friendster account, I couldn’t help but notice that an “old friend” viewed my profile, so of course I viewed him back.
He looks just about the same, only more older..well it had been 6 years since I last talked to him face to face. We rarely see each other in school, but even [...]
Posted in Thoughts on January 4, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
Happy new year to all.
I know I haven’t been blogging daily lately. It’s because I’m too damn busy with work and other stuffs. During the holiday season, all we did was purely holiday stuffs; so yeah, no blogging included.
Recapping on the year 2007.. Well, what can i say? A lot had happened.
I had my heart [...]
Posted in Inspirational, Thoughts on January 11, 2006 | Leave a Comment »
Pag kinagat ka ng langgam, sa umpisa masakit, tapos magiging makati, sarap kamutin, pero after a while makikita mo na ang balat mo na namamantal at maaari pang magkasugat sa sobrang pagkamot.
Minsan tuloy naihahalintulad ko ang kirot na nararamdaman ko pag ako ay nagkakagusto sa isang tao. Masakit pag nalaman mong kaibigan lang ang turing nya sayo, tapos maiisip [...]
Posted in Inspirational, Thoughts on October 25, 2005 | Leave a Comment »
“It’s horrible to be in love. It makes you so vulnerable. It opens
your chest and it opens your heart and it means someone can get inside
you and mess you up. You build up these defenses for years so nothing
can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other
stupid person, wanders into your stupid [...]
Posted in Inspirational, Thoughts on August 8, 2005 | Leave a Comment »
One of the stories in the bible that I consider my all-time favorite is the story of the prodigal son. The youngest son who loves to party, took all his inheritance from his father and began to waste his life on more drinking and more partying. (Party till you collapse at drink till you saw [...]
Posted in Inspirational, Thoughts on May 19, 2005 | Leave a Comment »
1. If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away.If he doesn’t want you, nothing can make him stay.
* swak na swak ang line na to sa ting mga girls.. kasi kung in-love ka sa isang guy tapos ang hinayupak
namang lalaki ay “hanggang friends” lang ang tingin sayo, kahit anong gawin mo na pa-sweet [...]
Posted in Inspirational, Thoughts on May 19, 2005 | Leave a Comment »
This past few days changed my life. there had been circumstances that had forced me to think about things that i would normally ignore and let others decide what to do with it. I had to unlearn my undying habit of shunning away from things until time took care of it.. this time i [...]
Posted in Inspirational, Thoughts on April 26, 2005 | 1 Comment »
Napapraning ka na no?! Pano ba naman lahat na ata ng paraan ginawa mo.. naging flexible, bendable at unbreakable ka na para lang mapansin nya pero hanggang pare lang talaga ang tingin nya sayo.. SYET! DA WORLD IS PUL OP IJIOTS! Wala ka nang magawa kundi ang magpaka feeling at maging dakilang bestfriend nya!
Ang tanga [...]
Posted in Funny stuffs, Inspirational, Thoughts on April 18, 2005 | 1 Comment »
Ilang oras ka ng nag aantay sa jowa mo sa meeting place nyo, umulan na at nabasa ka na dahil kahit tag-ulan ay di mo ma-take na magdala ng payong, bwisit kasi all white attire ka pa namn!…badtrip!
3 oras ka ng nakapila sa canteen.. ang bibilhin mo lang namn ay isang cup ng rice take [...]
Posted in Inspirational, Thoughts, Whines and stuff on April 11, 2005 | 1 Comment »
“Your a damn moron kung sasabihin mong you still have feelings for someone na kahit kailan ay hindi mo naman naging boyfriend..”
“What the hell is wrong with you?!” Yan ang isa sa mga bagay-bagay na kadalasan kong naririnig pag sinesermunan ako ng aking mga mahal na mga kaibigan.. “What the hell is wrong with me? [...]
Posted in Inspirational, Thoughts, Whines and stuff on April 11, 2005 | 2 Comments »
EX- past na, nakalipas na, wala na, in short exempted na sa life mo..
Hindi sa pagyayabang pero madami na akong naging ex.Madami ng dumating at umalis sa buhay ko. May mga bagay at taong matagal kong natanggap na wala na, pero may mga bagay naman na mabilis ko lang na naintindihang kailngang mawala na..
Sa buhay [...]
Posted in Inspirational, Thoughts on April 11, 2005 | Leave a Comment »
The “parang kayo, pero hindi” stage. Others call it MU or mutual understanding. Pseudo-relationships. Pseudo-boyfriends. Flings. Almost like a relationship, but not quite. It is a phase where the persons involved are more than friends, but not quite lovers. Puwedeng may verbal agreement, puwedeng wala. One or both of you may have admittedyour feelings, possible [...]
Posted in Inspirational, Thoughts on April 11, 2005 | Leave a Comment »
Letting go is yet another stage in our life. We need to let the thingsthat we hold too much value slip into our hands and move on..Moving on is a daring move but with pain there is sanctuary,in loneliness there is peace..
If we insist on holding on,we waste time and the meaning of the other [...]
Posted in Thoughts on April 8, 2005 | Leave a Comment »
Okay, so its 8:40 and Im really starting to get bored..
I couldn’t help but think about Jhugs.. damn it, of all the people that I have to fall for why him?! (..Damn those thoughts..)
Yesterday, while I was in my noble desk, surfing the net for some work-related informations (lol) I came upon an article.. well [...]
