Ouch

I am not in a good mood today. I look like one of the girls from your highschool years that try so hard to look like a vamp but in reality really look like a geek with eyes magnified or in my case shrink six times. Geez louise, I hate wearing glasses.
FYI, I’m [...]

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silent prayer

It was only an hour ago when Cory Aquino’s hearse drove in front of our office building in Ayala.
As the hearse drove by, hundreds of mourning people (others mere spectators) gather in front to cheer and to say their last farewells (though she is yet to be buried) to Cory.
Cory is one of the most [...]

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Tag-ulan

Tag-ulan na naman.
Wala na naman tigil ang pagpatak ng ulan.
Wala ka ng masilayang araw sa langit.
Nakakalungkot.
Nakakabagot.
Nakakainip.
Nakakabwisit.
Hindi mo alam kung bakit may kirot kang nararamdaman,
May nananakit ba sayo ngayon o may naaalala ka lang ba?
Ang kabataan mo ay pilit inaalala.
Ang nakalipas ay pilit iniisip pa.
Ang dating mga tao sa buhay mong nawala na ay
hindi na magbabalik [...]

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who’s the culprit?

I just read the news about the Failon suicide-or-murder thing today and it actually caught my interest. For anyone like me, who lives under a rock, Ted Failon’s wife – Trinidad “Trina” Etong, died yesterday due to the fatal gunshot wound she got. Ted Failon, a renown tv news personality at ABC-CBN is being questioned [...]

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losing hope in our own country: we ourselves are to blame

I’ve never consider myself nationalistic in any sense. I maybe branded a blood-traitor if words of JK Rowling will be used to describe my nationalistic status. I may offend people who does everything in their little way to make Philippines a better place by admitting that I am, in fact a blood traitor, but just [...]

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the droplets

drip..drip..drip..
I can clearly hear the water dripping.
I find it comforting at the very least.
It sounded far away yet its so near.
I wanted to be far away from where I am now.
Numbness succumbs my entire being.
It was a decision that doesn’t require much thinking.
I have no other options I guess.
The water is still dripping, but I [...]

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waiting in vain

I said I’ll be on a short break for a week but I couldn’t do it. Not now when I just found out that things are going in the same route that it did (more or less) 2 years ago.
I was asked to wait for 2 weeks. Fucking 2 long weeks.
To wait.
To hope.
To be positive.
To [...]

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yet another whinge

I am not at work since yesterday. I hate to go back. I just hate being there.
I know I have to be greatful that I have a job and all, but I cant. I just cant.
I’m tired of taking all the bullshits. The fucking rules that they try to impose. Where the hell’s  the voice [...]

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Balahurang Bibig

Minsan mahirap talagang mapabayaan ko ang bibig ko na mamuno laban sa utak ko. O sa tenga ko. Pero minsan kasi kahit ayaw ko, wala akong magawa.
Bata pa lang ako, tila may sarili ng kaisipan ang bibig ko. May sariling prinsipyo. Mapusok. Matapang. Walang kinatatakutan, minsan nga lang ay nagiging mang-mang – siguro dahil magagalitin [...]

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mood: Utter depression

Who knew that hearing a good news will make me break down?
I am feeling a bit depressed. I just woke up. A news that someone was having a baby didnt shock me. Its December after all – a cold month. Dont get me wrong, I am happy for them and I wish them well. It’s [...]

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