Posted in "literary works", Thoughts, Whines and stuff, prayer on December 17, 2009 | 2 Comments »
Sometimes the things that we want the most are the things that we dont and cant get, so I guess we just have to make do of what we have and let go of all the desires to get the things that we covet so much.
If it’s really meant to be ours, then sooner or [...]
Posted in "literary works" on November 18, 2009 | 2 Comments »
Sometimes we’re wishing so hard for something that is either too ridiculous for words or simply too impossible to reach. And we wish so hard, not knowing that time is slipping by, and when we realize that the thing that were wishing for will probably happen when hell freezes over, we’ll ask ourselves why the [...]
Posted in "literary works" on October 23, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
its the little things that makes me smile
makes me sad
makes me wonder why…
its the little things that makes me frown
makes me cry
makes me laugh out loud…
its the little things that makes my heart flutter
makes me think of things i cant get over
makes me say iloveu over and over…
Posted in "literary works", neurotic is my middle name on October 23, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
sitting in the corner, alone and quiet,
she’s an image of what destruction is.
her gaze pierces your soul, your being.
her smile sends shiver to your spine.
but inside that harsh demeanor and
erratic behaviour is a calmness no one knows possible to possess.
that sudden blink of an eye shows a tenderness not known to mankind.
she is hostile, she is [...]
Posted in "literary works" on September 23, 2009 | 2 Comments »
and so i was minding my own business when this guy dropped something on the floor.
and i was about 10 meters away from him but i can see clearly.
and when he bend over to pick the stuff he dropped,
i was amazed and impressed at what i saw.
for the tightness and the flawlessness of that buttocks
is [...]
Posted in "literary works" on September 22, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
“….At minsan ay nais mong mapag-isa
dahil nais mong matikman ang nakatakas na kalayaan
at hindi dahil nais mong makalayo
bagkus dahil nais mong maging preso kahit alam mong malaya ka
at hindi dahil malungkot ka sa buhay
o sawa na sa lahat ng nangyayari
kung hindi dahil alintana mo ang kinabukasan
at napapagisip ka sa dadating pa na panahon
kung pano ka [...]
Posted in "literary works", Inspirational, cheesy on August 14, 2009 | 5 Comments »
2 years ago I was a mess.
I flit from one relationship to another just to find some fun out of my youth.
I binge on alcohol like there’s no tomorrow and smoke pot as if my life depends on it.
Not that I consider drinking or doing pot or being in a relationship with assholes a bad [...]
Posted in "literary works" on July 31, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
i walked into the room uncertain of how my day will be.
afraid of things, of people, of outbursts
i see you sitting in the corner, observing.
i love how your eyes crinkle when you smile.
i love how you went out of your way just to pass beside me and say "good day".
i love how you carry your [...]
Posted in "literary works" on June 25, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
No matter how many times you try to convince yourself that you can do whatever it is that you know you can’t do, at the end of the day or maybe even at the end of the week, you will realize that whatever it is your saying is simply a big fat lie. And yes, [...]
Posted in "literary works", sadness on June 4, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
Tag-ulan na naman.
Wala na naman tigil ang pagpatak ng ulan.
Wala ka ng masilayang araw sa langit.
Nakakalungkot.
Nakakabagot.
Nakakainip.
Nakakabwisit.
Hindi mo alam kung bakit may kirot kang nararamdaman,
May nananakit ba sayo ngayon o may naaalala ka lang ba?
Ang kabataan mo ay pilit inaalala.
Ang nakalipas ay pilit iniisip pa.
Ang dating mga tao sa buhay mong nawala na ay
hindi na magbabalik [...]
Posted in "literary works", Thoughts on June 4, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
I used to be a material-kind of girl.
I love everything shiny and beautiful and expensive.
I wallow in the fact that I will, someday, be a part of the elite people I look
up to.
That I will be, in turn, be idolized and praised.
I cherish the thought that someday, my life will be as glamorous as the
people [...]
Posted in "literary works", short story, taboo on April 16, 2009 | 5 Comments »
Warning: Mejo graphic and disturbing ang entry na to. For those people na sensitive pls. read with caution or better yet dont read this entry at all. Bigla na lang pumasok sa isip ko ang story na to. I’m suppose to do a funny story pero dahil wala sa mood, this story came to mind. [...]
Posted in "literary works", sadness on March 19, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
drip..drip..drip..
I can clearly hear the water dripping.
I find it comforting at the very least.
It sounded far away yet its so near.
I wanted to be far away from where I am now.
Numbness succumbs my entire being.
It was a decision that doesn’t require much thinking.
I have no other options I guess.
The water is still dripping, but I [...]
Posted in "literary works", short story on February 4, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
Our story begins when Sasha woke up in the middle of the night, her tears streaming down her cheeks. It was the same dream. She saw her parents again waving at her and then leaving. A usual dream that she hated so much. She couldn’t bear to see her parents leave her day after day [...]
Posted in "literary works" on August 29, 2008 | 1 Comment »
i am in my dream land.
alone and thinking.
not sad, just thinking…
and then i smell coffee.
it smells nice.
is that eggs and toast?
and then a warm hug.
a gentle kiss.
a loving caress and a whisper of iloveyou’s..
“its time to wake up” he said.
i open my eyes slowly.
a blurry image suddenly came to focus.
he is there staring at [...]
Posted in "literary works" on May 28, 2007 | 2 Comments »
I am pathetic., always been.
Please don’t tell me I’m strong, I ain’t.
Its just fucking shit.
I don’t need no help from anyone.. please don’t try to help.
I never want to see any fucking sunshine no more;
No freakin sunset nor laughter nor fucking happiness.
I don’t need it.
I don’t want to smile, there ain’t no reason.
I just want [...]
Posted in "literary works" on May 16, 2007 | Leave a Comment »
Kakaibang pakiramdam at pait
Parang may masidhing kirot na nanakit
Walang karapatang lumuha’t humikbi..
Itago na lang kaya sa sarili,
Baka sakaling bukas ay di na muna maisip.
-gulo, lito at luha
Posted in "literary works" on March 22, 2007 | Leave a Comment »
“Masakit pa ba? Sabi mo hindi na. sabi mo wala ng luha.. Pero bakit kanina hindi mo mapigil ang agos ng emosyon? Ng mga daloy ng mga hikbi at paghulagpos ng damdamin?
Mahirap lang sigurong tanggapin na ang mga bagay na nakasanayan mong sayo ay isusuko mo na lamang sa hangin…
Ihalik mo na lamang ako [...]
Posted in "literary works" on March 20, 2007 | Leave a Comment »
One night, you asked her, “what is it about him that you cant seem to let go?”, she just lowered her gaze as tears fell from her eyes and that angered you more.
You accused her of beating behind the bushes, of seeing him behind your back.
You accused her of sleeping around and spreading gossips and [...]
Posted in "literary works" on November 28, 2006 | Leave a Comment »
Now that you’re gone, there’ll be no need to weep, no need for these tears to fall and roll on my cheeks
Now that you’re gone, there’ll be no need to fret, no need to be sad and fall on my knees
Now that you’re gone, there’ll be more laughter in the air, there’ll be [...]
Posted in "literary works" on September 27, 2006 | Leave a Comment »
Alone… That is how I feel today. I feel like this void inside me could eat me alive and gobble me whole. I don’t know what I’m yearning.. I don’t even know what I want. I just want to curl up, cry, and feel the pain and the tears of the howling winds and the [...]
Posted in "literary works" on August 31, 2006 | Leave a Comment »
Kumakabog ang aking dibdib.. dahil ba sa ikaw ay paparating?
Nanginginig ang mga tuhod at binti, umaasang pangalan ko’y iyong sasambitin.
Subalit sa aking pagkakatayo sa isang sulok sa gilid
Ikay naparaan ng nakangiti, sa akiy hindi man lamang tumingin.
Wag ng magtanong kung may nagawa bang mali
Di na rin dapat mag-isip o magmuni-muni
Sa sandaling pinagsamahan na ngayon ay [...]
Posted in "literary works" on July 14, 2006 | 5 Comments »
You kissed me passionately with your eyes closed and your lips so warm. “I miss you, did you miss me too?”
“Yes”.
We stayed there without moving, your skin nearly touching mine.
I closed my eyes and feel your breath near my neck, goosebumps..
Familiarity fading into curiosity, then you hold me tight and kissed my forehead. I snuggled [...]
Posted in "literary works" on May 10, 2006 | Leave a Comment »
kala ko akin ka na.. yun pala hindi pa.. kala ko may karapatan na ako sayo, yun pala wala pa..
kala ko di na ko iiyak, yun pala kalokohan lang.. tanginang yan, kala ko di ka aalis tulad nila, yun pala kagaguhan lang ang lahat..
Posted in "literary works" on May 10, 2006 | Leave a Comment »
Lalayo ka na ba?
Kasi nararamdaman ko na..
Aalis ka na ba?
Kasi nakikita ko na..
Iiyak na naman ba ako?
Kasi unti-unti na syang pumapatak..
Nasasaktan ako pero anong magagawa ko?
Hindi ka ibon na kaya kong talian para di ako iwan,
may sarili kang isip at may laya akong binigay sayo
Hindi kita pipigilan kaya wag kang mag-alala,
Sandaling iyak lamang ito tulad [...]
Posted in "literary works" on April 7, 2006 | Leave a Comment »
its hard when you want to do something and you cant.. you simply stare on nothingness and think of death..
when you should’ve been outside the field and play around the garden, you are alone and bleeding..
when you could’ve smelled the flowers, you stayed at home and grimace, because the pollen will kill you, its melancholic, [...]
Posted in "literary works" on April 4, 2006 | Leave a Comment »
Sometimes when I think of you, I want to smile..
I think about the roses and the daisies and the dahlias and the lilies.
I think about the smell of the grass and the taste of the apples,
the sound of the children laughing and the dogs barking.
I remember the clouds that forms itself differently..
I see flowers, cotton [...]
Posted in "literary works", Uncategorized on March 20, 2006 | Leave a Comment »
I love your eyes.. the way you stare, it melts me..
I love your lips.. its redness arouses me..
I love your smile.. it touches me..
I love your laughter.. it gives me warmth..
I like it when you walk, I wish I could walk beside you..
I like it when you talk, I wish you’ll talk to me more [...]
Posted in "literary works", Funny stuffs on October 10, 2005 | Leave a Comment »
Kadadating pa lang ni Mang Johnny galing sa karerahan ng abutan nya ang ating bida na si Pina na halos magkanda-kirat na sa pagpapakyut kay Lito, the chief mangangayod habang nagkakayod ito ng niyog.
Lito: uhmm fuck! uhmp! ahhmmp! uuhh!
Pina: Hihi kyuti talaga ever ni Lito may labs!
Mang Johnny: Hoy Pina! Aba;y ang laway e natulo [...]
Posted in "literary works", Funny stuffs on September 28, 2005 | 1 Comment »
Naliligo si Aling Tinay sa kubeta, pero dahil hindi naman sya ang bida wala na tayong pakialam pa sa paliligo nya.
Isang umaga, biglang napabalikwas ng bangon ang ating bidang si Pina sa kanyang pag byu-byuti rest dahil sa lakas ng katok ng kanyang biep na ni hindi ko man lang nabigyan ng pangalan. Itago na [...]
Posted in "literary works", Funny stuffs on September 28, 2005 | 1 Comment »
Ok so nakita at nadama ko ang mainit nyong pagtanggap sa ating karakter na si Pina. Na touch ako dahil lahat kayo ay nagkomento sa
ating bida na ito.. At dahil ako ang moderator wala kayong magagawa ok?! Siguro bago natin suungin ang munting mga pakikipagsapalaran ni Pina ay bibigyan ko muna kayo ng munting background [...]
Posted in "literary works", Funny stuffs on September 28, 2005 | Leave a Comment »
May kwento ako ha.. basa lang kayo…
Magsisimula ang ating kwento ng biglang maisipan ni Pina na mamasyal suot ang kanyang bagong-bagong high-heel shoes at puting skirt.
Papito-pito pa ang malanding dalaga habang pakendeng-kendeng itong naglalakad sa isang eskinita sa palengke sa kainitan ng araw. Maganda naman si Pina kaya lang may pagka may sayad.. Pero wala [...]
