This is it at last

Almost all the time that I spend in the office makes me wonder if I’m doing myself a favor by earning money or if I’m simply trying to kill myself because of stress.
I’ve been dying to leave my job for almost three agonizing years and the fact that I have too many bills to pay is [...]

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2 years and counting

2 years ago I was a mess.
I flit from one relationship to another just to find some fun out of my youth.
I binge on alcohol like there’s no tomorrow and smoke pot as if my life depends on it.
Not that I consider drinking or doing pot or being in a relationship with assholes a bad [...]

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Important reminders to lessen stress

Alam na ng lahat na halos mamatay-matay ka na sa pagpapanggap na ok ka pa pag nasa opisina ka. Stress kaliwat-kanan ang nararamdaman mo. Gusto mo ng sumuko pero masyadong madaming bayarin at mga kautangan kaya naman hala sige, kayod kabayo ka pa din (hindi ako ito!) para may swellduhin ka na naman sa sweldo [...]

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staying positive

I just want to thank everyone who sent me all those postive emails, hugs and words of encouragement.
Thank you.
Now, I know that I always say that I believe God has his own ways of showing us that he loves us.
I believe him and I want to kick my ass for even thinking that he doesn’t [...]

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christmas and new year memories

I remember when I was young, when all of us are still single, when my tita, cousins and nephews who lived adjacent to us are still here in the Philippines, our whole family celebrates Christmas together at our home in Apacible.
 
My tita have this huge Christmas tree with colorful Christmas lights that changes colors and [...]

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No words to describe

These children are from the Virlanie Foundation. I’ve volunteered to be one of the ate’s for the day. There should never be violence and loneliness in their eyes, only laughter and love..

Ate for a day

This is me with my “alaga”

After a tiring day, a nice meal with my honey is a great reward.

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The Day You Read This

On this day, you read something that moved you and made you realise there were no more fears to fear. No tears to cry. No head to hang in shame. That every time you thought you’d offended someone, it was all just in your head and really, they love you with all their heart and [...]

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on being assuming and hating bouquets

While browsing my friendster account, I couldn’t help but notice that an “old friend” viewed my profile, so of course I viewed him back.
He looks just about the same, only more older..well it had been 6 years since I last talked to him face to face. We rarely see each other in school, but even [...]

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Bakit masakit ang kagat ng langgam..

Pag kinagat ka ng langgam, sa umpisa masakit, tapos magiging makati, sarap kamutin, pero after a while makikita mo na ang balat mo na namamantal at maaari pang magkasugat sa sobrang pagkamot.

Minsan tuloy naihahalintulad ko ang kirot na nararamdaman ko pag ako ay nagkakagusto sa isang tao. Masakit pag nalaman mong kaibigan lang ang turing nya sayo, tapos maiisip [...]

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.. i love this one..

“It’s horrible to be in love. It makes you so vulnerable. It opens
your chest and it opens your heart and it means someone can get inside
you and mess you up. You build up these defenses for years so nothing
can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other
stupid person, wanders into your stupid [...]

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The Prodigal Daughter

One of the stories in the bible that I consider my all-time favorite is the story of the prodigal son. The youngest son who loves to party, took all his inheritance from his father and began to waste his life on more drinking and more partying. (Party till you collapse at drink till you saw [...]

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Rules for women

1. If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away.If he doesn’t want you, nothing can make him stay.
* swak na swak ang line na to sa ting mga girls.. kasi kung in-love ka sa isang guy tapos ang hinayupak
namang lalaki ay “hanggang friends” lang ang tingin sayo, kahit anong gawin mo na pa-sweet [...]

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On being Peter Pan

This past few days changed my life. there had been circumstances that had forced me to think about things that i would normally ignore and let others decide what to do with it. I had to unlearn my undying habit of shunning away from things until time took care of it.. this time i [...]

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para sa mga girls na praning..

Napapraning ka na no?! Pano ba naman lahat na ata ng paraan ginawa mo.. naging flexible, bendable at unbreakable ka na para lang mapansin nya pero hanggang pare lang talaga ang tingin nya sayo.. SYET! DA WORLD IS PUL OP IJIOTS! Wala ka nang magawa kundi ang magpaka feeling at maging dakilang bestfriend nya!
Ang tanga [...]

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Tama na yan..

Ilang oras ka ng nag aantay sa jowa mo sa meeting place nyo, umulan na at nabasa ka na dahil kahit tag-ulan ay di mo ma-take na magdala ng payong, bwisit kasi all white attire ka pa namn!…badtrip!
3 oras ka ng nakapila sa canteen.. ang bibilhin mo lang namn ay isang cup ng rice take [...]

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Tanga

“Your a damn moron kung sasabihin mong you still have feelings for someone na kahit kailan ay hindi mo naman naging boyfriend..”
“What the hell is wrong with you?!” Yan ang isa sa mga bagay-bagay na kadalasan kong naririnig pag sinesermunan ako ng aking mga mahal na mga kaibigan.. “What the hell is wrong with me? [...]

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Para sa mga ex

EX- past na, nakalipas na, wala na, in short exempted na sa life mo..
Hindi sa pagyayabang pero madami na akong naging ex.Madami ng dumating at umalis sa buhay ko. May mga bagay at taong matagal kong natanggap na wala na, pero may mga bagay naman na mabilis ko lang na naintindihang kailngang mawala na..
Sa buhay [...]

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"Kayo pero Hindi" Syndrome

The “parang kayo, pero hindi” stage. Others call it MU or mutual understanding. Pseudo-relationships. Pseudo-boyfriends. Flings. Almost like a relationship, but not quite. It is a phase where the persons involved are more than friends, but not quite lovers. Puwedeng may verbal agreement, puwedeng wala. One or both of you may have admittedyour feelings, possible [...]

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To Let Go..

Letting go is yet another stage in our life. We need to let the thingsthat we hold too much value slip into our hands and move on..Moving on is a daring move but with pain there is sanctuary,in loneliness there is peace..
If we insist on holding on,we waste time and the meaning of the other [...]

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