Where’s the slut train?

It was an ordinary day full of whining and swearing.
I feel out of breath.
I feel like the path that I’m supposed to follow leads to a dead-end.
I feel suffocated.
I feel numb.
I feel like all the air is sucked out of me.
I feel weak and I am on bended knee.
During my college days, I am so [...]

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the song

I was doing my usual routine after dinner when “the song” played that reminded me of someone that I’ve been with before getting hitched with my husband.
Remember the song "I remember the boy?" well as the lyrics go " I remember the boy but I don’t remember the feeling anymore.." so I just like to [...]

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just another sad realization

he was a former officemate.
i remember that we used to hang out and smoke together.
oh well.. those were the days.
“where are you working?” he said.
i smiled. i told him im still here.
Still bored. still tired. same old, same old.
“your one of the most patient people i ever met” he mumbled.
i know its not because i [...]

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2 years and counting

2 years ago I was a mess.
I flit from one relationship to another just to find some fun out of my youth.
I binge on alcohol like there’s no tomorrow and smoke pot as if my life depends on it.
Not that I consider drinking or doing pot or being in a relationship with assholes a bad [...]

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happiness and some book review

I woke up today with a smile on my face and an unexplainable joy in my heart and seriously, I just don’t know why.
Maybe because I woke up in the right side of the bed which is weird since that’s where I get up everyday, so yeah, I don’t really have an explanation why I [...]

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silent prayer

It was only an hour ago when Cory Aquino’s hearse drove in front of our office building in Ayala.
As the hearse drove by, hundreds of mourning people (others mere spectators) gather in front to cheer and to say their last farewells (though she is yet to be buried) to Cory.
Cory is one of the most [...]

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