old friend

Me and hubby went to visit my folks. My nephew was there.
Kwentuhan. Balitaan. Chikahan.
The topic was about Alejo Aquino. Old place where we used to live.
I was shocked to find out about Michael- an old friend and crush.
>Nakita daw nakabigti.<
Ouch.
Why?
No words can describe how I am feeling.
I feel so sorry for him.
Hope he’ll find peace.

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dreams

I just had a dream. One of the strangest. It started with circus performers, gays and some funny costumes.
I have no idea what it means.
Do dreams have meanings?
Oh, and there’s also a scene where an old flame is involved. We are somehow in good terms in my dream by the way. Just like before. Without [...]

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“waking up”

i am in my dream land.
alone and thinking.
not sad, just thinking…
 
and then i smell coffee.
it smells nice.
is that eggs and toast?
 
and then a warm hug.
a gentle kiss.
a loving caress and a whisper of iloveyou’s..
 
“its time to wake up” he said.
 
i open my eyes slowly.
a blurry image suddenly came to focus.
he is there staring at [...]

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testing.. testing..

is this wordpress account still working? – check.
am i still alive? – check.
am i still obsessed with hollywood stars and my tummy? – check.
am i still me? – check.
well then.. everything is order.. time to write again.
 
 
Blogosphere..welcome me back.. here i come..(again).

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