I am pathetic., always been.
Please don’t tell me I’m strong, I ain’t.
Its just fucking shit.
I don’t need no help from anyone.. please don’t try to help.
I never want to see any fucking sunshine no more;
No freakin sunset nor laughter nor fucking happiness.
I don’t need it.
I don’t want to smile, there ain’t no reason.
I just want [...]

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In your mid-life

They call it the “Quarter-life Crisis.” It is when you stop going along with the crowd and start realizing that there are many things about yourself that you didn’t know and may not like.
You start feeling insecure and wonder where you will be in a year or two, but then get scared because you barely [...]

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Current Mood: annoyed and bored

As usual I am pissed off at everything. I don’t know why I have this urge to feel annoyed all the time. It sucks. Not that it’s a negative – well, in a sane way it is, but deep inside of me, it’s not.. Being pissed off at the world is the only force that [...]

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…

..if I’ll have 7 days to live and God asked me what I’ll do; I’ll spend my 6days with God and my last day with you..
 

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parang weird lang

Kakaibang pakiramdam at pait
Parang may masidhing kirot na nanakit
Walang karapatang lumuha’t humikbi..
Itago na lang kaya sa sarili,
Baka sakaling bukas ay di na muna maisip.

-gulo, lito at luha

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Hopeless; whatever..

I look into the mirror and saw someone staring back at me. Her stares are cold. Her lips are trembling from fear or from the biting cold; from which one I don’t know. Her face is all red. She looks pale and her cheekbones are sallow. She is not thin by the way. She is [...]

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kamusta ka naman?

Ang lakas kasi ng ulan kanina kaya wala na naman ako sa sarili ko, sabayan pa ng pag kairita sa ginagawa ko at sa nakakaalibad-bad na panaginip ko.. Di ko alam kung may mangyayari pa ban a kung anong divine intervention para man lamang ma-uplift ang feelings ko..
 
Bigla kong naalala yung nakaraa.. ewan ko [...]

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Quote of the day

"never hold your farts in because if you do, it will travel up into your spine to your brain.. Asnd that’s where you get shitty ideas from"

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