Quote to live by

Someone forwarded this message to me today:
        when your hurt..         it’s ok to flirt,         to date         to hate         to mingle with other people         to drink         to cry         to laugh out loud         to scream         and [...]

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Today was undeniably one of the busiest day ever. I woke up at 6 am, took a quick shower, took a bite out of a bread then sped off to meet Mika. We went to DFA afterwards to get our passpost. As lazy as a bed bug sometimes, I am forced to wake [...]

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What I’m feeling tonight

"It’s difficult to turn your back to someone whom you really wanna be with; to let someone feel he’s neglected when in fact he’s too damn important; to show someone that you don’t mind when in fact you do care a lot; to avoid someone when in reality you wanna take a stolen [...]

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Tired. Literally.

I am so fucking tired of my work, of my lame job, of my lovelife, of my Friday nights and basically of everything. I think I need a good rest, maybe a good 10 hour sleep without any fucking disturbance, without any fucking noise, without my fucking pc or mp3’s. I need to [...]

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He arrived this Tuesday at around 7 pm. We met up after my shift. He waited for me. We talked. He told me stories about the city and the wonderful persons he met there. I told him about what happened to me while his away. I listened to his reactions and he listened to my [...]

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Its 31 mins past 12 am, I’m getting myself ready to go hom when the "song" played on my mp3, then suddenly, out of sheer amazement, I remembered the happy times we had. It was like a sudden flashback, a clear picture of memories worth reminiscing. Those memories seems like ages ago.. and [...]

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“Masakit pa ba? Sabi mo hindi na. sabi mo wala ng luha.. Pero bakit kanina hindi mo mapigil ang agos ng emosyon? Ng mga daloy ng mga hikbi at paghulagpos ng damdamin?
Mahirap lang sigurong tanggapin na ang mga bagay na nakasanayan mong sayo ay isusuko mo na lamang sa hangin…
Ihalik mo na lamang ako [...]

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One night, you asked her, “what is it about him that you cant seem to let go?”, she just lowered her gaze as tears fell from her eyes and that angered you more.
You accused her of beating behind the bushes, of seeing him behind your back.
You accused her of sleeping around and spreading gossips and [...]

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Totoo bang ang baso pag nabasag na ay di na mababalik pa uli sa dati nitong anyo? Pano kung idarang ito sa init at tunawin at ihulma sa anyo ng dating baso? Magkakaron ba ito ng pagkakaiba kung ang mismong mga bubog ng basag na basong ito ay syang gagamitin din sa pag-gawa ng panibagong [...]

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An article worth reading

I got this article from one of my officemate, and this made me wondeR: TAMA BA ANG DESISYON KONG IPAGPALIBAN ANG PAGPUNTA KO SA BAGUIO AT PAG-UMPISA NG BUHAY DON KAHIT DI KO ALAM ANG MANGYAYARI? Tama kaya un? Sana sinunod ko na lang ang instinct ko..
What matters
Having opted to live a [...]

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Increase and bonuses

I know I should be thankful for having a 4.5% increase, or maybe not.. I ought to feel bad for the increase that I’m about to get, I just knew that I have to. For the past months that we are forced to do a task not under our job description – and [...]

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i’ve found out that no matter how many times you tell yourself that you will be fine, no matter how sure you are or how much you deny, when someone special to you leaves you behind, you’ll know that some part of you will always be missing…but then i ask myself, will that part of [...]

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*thoughts*

You were under an intense pain last month and now you are better. You are more okay today than were the last few years. I know that what you’re experiencing now is what you really wanted, and yes, I don’t want to stop you from doing things that you like, from meeting other [...]

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……I want him to smell like the morning dew. I want him to love me when I’m dirty from cleaning the house, when I’m sweaty from washing the dishes, love me when I’m bloated, when I have PMS, love me when I’m being a bitch, when I whine and when I’m sad. I [...]

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