Touche’

What the fucking hell is wrong with me??
This is not me.. I’m turning into some kind of a monster (emotionally you dumb ass!… see??!!!) and I’m becoming someone that I’m not supposed to be..
Look, I know that at a certain age, women tend to change maybe because of hormonal imbalance or other scientific shit like [...]

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being cheerful and shit

I dont know about you but I really hate it when it rains so bad. I feel really sad..no, make that depress and über lonely. I have no idea why.. it seems like everything seems to bother me. I hope tomorrow the sun shines again.. I want my smile back.
I’m weird.

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It really must be the weather.. I’m totally depressed.. No words and no ideas coming out of my head.. I feel troubled.. I feel I wanna cry.. I hope the sun shines again coz I hate feeling the way I’m feeling today.
 
And therefore I must conclude.. This is what I get for befriending emo kids.

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I just need a hug

 
 
 
 
 
 "I don’t feel good today.. I think something is wrong with me.."
 
"What’s wrong? You seem fine."
 
"No I’m not.. I think something’s wrong.."
 
"Are you sick?"
 
"No.."
 
"Then what’s wrong?"
 
"I don’t know.."
 
"Something is wrong with you and you don’t even know what it is?"
 
"I don’t really know what’s [...]

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reading between the lines.

i wanted so much to learn how to read between the lines. to decipher something out of the ordinary and to finally realize the meaning of something hidden even without visible clues.to understand the meaning of someone even when all they say is “BIRD” or other small words like “OH-KAY”. Sometimes people just walk up [...]

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Travelling someday

It has been my long-time dream to travel around the world. To see different places, to experience different cultures and to appreciate other people’s stuffs. I plan to see the whole world someday, with all its beauty, pains and things not worth knowing. I like to discover everything with a vision of a new beggining [...]

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missing school

i want to go back to school. to learn, re-learn and unlearn everything. to have new hope and a better future. to feel the hardship again of having to study and to cram. to write on new notebooks and have a new pen. to inhale the smell of new books and hear the crisp pages. [...]

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loving myself

I am definitely in love right now.. I can tell.. I see myself laughing at his jokes and pretty much contented by just being near him. I love him to always be by my side, to feel his skin against mine, to hear his laughter, to see his smiles, to hear his dreams and hopes [...]

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Monday..when I am weary and blue

Last Monday, I am definitely not myself. I am fuckin’ quiet and I am not as sober as people think. I’m totally fucked up at that time. I had hangover of the previous night due to heavy drinking of alcohol alone because of those shitty problems of the heart and some other pussy stuffs.
 
I [...]

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Ako…Masokista

Magkasama tayo kagabi.. ang saya-saya ko..
Nararamdaman ko ang kilig at kaligayahang mararanasan lamang ng isang tao kapag kasama nya ang mahal nya..
Magkahawak ang ating mga kamay habang nagbibiruan, nagtatawanan at nagkukentuhan.
Masaya ako at walang sino mang makakasira ng gabi nating dalawa.
Subalit biglang nagbago ang mga pangyayari, mabilis, nakakagulat..
Nagalit ka.. nagselos.. kung kanino man, ewan ko..
Ako [...]

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?

You kissed me passionately with your eyes closed and your lips so warm. “I miss you, did you miss me too?”

“Yes”.

We stayed there without moving, your skin nearly touching mine.

I closed my eyes and feel your breath near my neck, goosebumps..

Familiarity fading into curiosity, then you hold me tight and kissed my forehead. I snuggled [...]

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Going going gone..

Ang bilis ng panahon. Feeling ko kaka-23 ko lang tapos kahapon 24 na pala ako.. Wala lang, parang ganong kabilis lang talaga ang araw.. whick led me to thinking na wala na ako sa sinasabing early 20’s..
 
Potah.. mid-20’s na ang age ko..
 
Anyway, ok lang.. masaya naman ako kahit papano kahit wala masyadong nagregalo (hehe)
 
At [...]

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